My 12 year old is going through the changes of life and is driving me insane most days..
My 6 year old is to sassy for her own good...
Princess ( our 5 year old pitbull) is getting out of hand.. and I think the time has come to put her down
Salem ( our 1 yr old pit mix) is not gaining any weight...
Lilo ( our 4 yr old chiweiner) is heartworm positive..
Luis has 2 daughters who are out of control.. 1 is pregnant and 1 has no respect for anyone and a son who could care less about us....
My mother is HIV+ and I haven't talked to her in almost 2 years.. because the drugs are more important to her than her kids..
and my 17 yr old sister just gave birth to her second kid...
SO when I think about all these things I do get stressed.. because there is only so much I can do to fix things.. and a lot of it is beyond my control... and this I guess is why I feel so BLAH!!
*WOW* on ALOT of the things u have mentioned...U seem to be rich! Seriously, you have your health love from your family (finance & kids)...I am however sad to hear about your moms condition as well as you guys well being to each other (the 2 years of not talking) I won't sit up here and try to play therapist or ANYTHING like that but question: "have you tried GOD" U know the statement of "letting go & letting GOD" try it, it REALLY works. Those "blah" dayz can be turned into days of SO MUCH more. I have ma own issues of life going on but in the mist of ma own mishaps I look to the BIGGER picture & realize the importance of it all and the things that don't seem to be of importance I ask ma self "is it REALLY that serious" When U are able to let go of the weights of the world & cast ALL your faith into GOD & Christ Jesus U will get a different outlook on things of the long term. I pray that you find that path that lightens your load az well as your direction to SOMEONE that can turn those "blahs" to "better" dayZ of something SO MUCH MORE! I'm a new follower...I plan to stay in touch (LORD's Will) with U...ENJOY ya weekend! *smile*
ReplyDeleteYou are so right.. I had a rough upbringing with not much religion involved.. so it has been a hard path finding my way to church. I don't let days like today get to me for the most part. Tomorrow is always a new day and I do have lots to be thankful for. We had been going to church a few months ago but have been looking for a church closer to home. I am not one to trust people right away and tend to be very cynical. But again you are right.. I will take your advice and try to put more faith and trust in God's plan for me and my family. Thank you so much for your kind advice =)
ReplyDelete*smile* Its all good, just know the path is NEVER easy, it won't happen over night either....I am still going thru but the Best part is, I am getting through it. I fall short but the biggest thing U can do is "REPENT", I am learning to not sweat the small stuff which is the world and EVERYTHING "of" it! I'm here tho...if you ever need to vent. Stay Blessed! *smile*
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